


His coat is his security blanket.
#How does Misha manage to make Castiel look so small here? #The way he fiddles with his hands #can’t look at his sister #doesn’t want to face this at all. #He wants to be anywhere just not where he is right now. #Looking at the floor for answers #to the side for a way out. #He just wants them all to be happy and to laugh about it later. He wants to go back to how it was. #A family.

… I don’t need to feel like hell for failing you, okay? For failing you like I’ve failed every other godforsaken thing that I care about! I don’t need it!